Day 23......how we grow?

Grow up. There's good advice. It's amazing, that self-centeredness is not an easy root to kill. It seems it's gone, and then "pop" there's another one popping through the soil of my mind. It's like a weed or even a nice plant that you plant. It's nice and pretty and seems to compliment your home, but then it starts to take over. It grows in areas where you don't want it to grow. So you take a hoe to clean the area, and you're quite satisfied when they're all gone. But you get busy and forget about it for a few days, and the next thing you know the infestation has reoccurred. It's an unending battle until you decide to dig up everything in that area. You do, and now it's clean. Then maybe a week or even a month later somehow another one pops up. You were sure you got everything......how is this possible?

That's somehow how I feel about self-centeredness. I'm sure I have it licked and it rears its ugly head. Praise God that there are more days in between the manifestations. Rather than daily, it's more of a weekly or bi-weekly problem. I cannot wait for the day when it's a monthly problem and then not at all. In order for my mind to be transformed I know I need to monitor what I pump into it. Garbage in, garbage out so to speak. Why is it folks are dedicated to finding out what's in the foods they eat, but could care less about what they watch on TV or listen to? I'm not saying you have to throw out your TV, and radio......but just make good choices. You'll know in your spirit when what you're watching is trying to ruin your fellowship with the Father. If it mocks Him or curses His name why watch it?

"What is one area where I need to stop thinking my way and start thinking God's way?"

Man, that's a hard one. I think it may be in the area of leadership. Many times I know what to do, and how to do it, but I don't for fear it will alienate folks, or offend them in some way. I know that ultimately some decisions are not going to please everyone, and I need to be willing to be unpopular at times to do what needs to be done. Much like a parent, I can't always be the "good" guy. 10 minutes from now I'll probably think of something better, but that's all that comes to mind now. :-) James

Day 22......Sanctification......becoming like Christ

So much of what we hear and learn these days is self centered "me-isms". You know.......the whole, "it's all about me!" "What do I get out of it?" I think we are all learning in this study, especially today, that it isn't about our comfort, or even really what we want. It's all about fulfilling God's will for our lives. Worship God when the bills are paid, and when they're not. Worship Him when you feel His presence, and when you don't. Worship Him whether you get your way or not. I've noticed more and more that (even though I believe God wants to prosper His children) so much of what's being taught about giving money is all about receiving money. Give if you want to get is the common message. Jesus did tell us to give.......God gave His only begotten Son to be crucified for us. But folks are building bigger and prettier churches, nicer sound systems, and traveling. But no one is concerned about the homeless guy on the street, or the bag lady you meet at Circle K (or 7-11). It's not that I think we all should be walking around in potato sacks living under a tree somewhere. But we shouldn't expect that God will fulfill our every whim and desire. It's true that we can begin to think of God as a cash cow, or a genie in a bottle. He's not obligated to pay you for anything. He owns everything, and in being co-heirs with Christ, we do too. That doesn't mean we need it all right now. If being broke will keep me humble, then I want to be broke. If having some money, but not a lot won't take me away from walking with Christ, then so be it. But if having a WHOLE lot of money will cause me to stray from following Christ.....living for Him, and later with Him.........then I don't want it. Sure it's easy to say. Hehehehehe. I mean who hasn't thought of having a lot of money, and what you would do with it. Some folks take advantage of folks by promising pie the sky.......right now. There are friends in the ministry I wish I could support with LOTS of money. One guy I'd like to buy a new van for.......his heart is to distribute food and clothing to the poor in Mexico. Others who travel monthly down there.....I'd like to be able to give them $10,000 a month in order to do that. I'd like to be able to go and minister and sing all over the US, and maybe even the world. All of that takes money. I've been invited to go sing in Kentucky, now I need to raise the money to get there. Money, money, money. It's not evil in and of itself. It's only the love of it, that causes trouble. Lord willing, one day, I'll be able to do all those things I'd like to do. But if not, I'm still going to love and serve Him. I've lived on the streets, I know what it's like. It's not fun. At the time I had a job too. I just didn't make enough to rent an apartment somewhere. But I saved my money, and when I could I did. Then I was back on the streets for a while after that. That's a long story. But no matter what happens, God is first. He doesn't owe me, I owe Him. I owe Him my love, my life, and my loyalty. And He has all of those. If He wants all my money (not that I'm rolling in it) then He can have that too.

"In what area of my life do I need to ask for the Spirit's power to be like Christ today?"

Being more patient in traffic. And I need to learn to accept life's ups and downs, mountains and valleys. Man that's hard!

Day 21.....Protecting your church

Oh boy. I have to tell you, being a pastor is sometimes quite terrifying in that I know I'm responsible for quite a lot. And as such, I get the blame in a lot of areas as well. But it's OK. I always tell everyone that if they're looking for a perfect pastor, they'd better keep looking, because I'm not him. I do have a strong love for those who come to the church. It's sometimes strange to me. There is such a spiritual bond, a true love for them, and a desire to see them succeed in all they do. Especially in their walk with Christ. I know you all cannot fathom that responsibility, as I could not, even when I was an assistant pastor. I didn't think I would be better at it.........to be honest I never really thought of his responsibility until that mantle was passed to me. I can only see this from my perspective. But when Mr. Warren says that your leadership NEEDS your prayers, your love, and your support.....it's really true. The attacks that come our way are above and beyond anything I saw before I accepted this responsibility. There are times I am scared I'm not doing a good job, or I at times, wonder if it's worth it. Sometimes it seems there is nothing but complaining, whining, and blaming going on. But then I remember Moses. A couple million people, and all of them were against him. Even his sister and brother at times. I can relate, although there are no where near that many where I am. If you have a talent, or an ability, let your pastor know what it is. He can always use help. An offer to help is way better than complaining. Maybe you can volunteer to one thing or another that you see needs to be done. If your door on your family home was broken and would not close, you wouldn't wait for anyone to ask you to fix it, you just would. Even though the church isn't so much a building anymore, as we are the temple of God now, our family needs our help. I long to hear someone say, "Say, I can help you do......" It rarely, if ever, happens. I don't let it bother me. But still, it would be nice to hear once in a while.

"What am I personally doing to protect unity in my church family right now?"

I am purposing in my heart to get to know everyone intimately. I want to know their dreams, hopes, and fears. I want to know what they long for. I also want them to know the same of me.

Day 20......restoration

Oh boy. This is never easy. Whether you think you're right or not.......you need to put the other person first. Ouch. It's not a popular thing to do. Many of us will agree with what's being said, but how many of us are really willing to do it? Many times I've had to lay down my wants, and my right to be angry. It's not about my feelings, but it's about others'. When you put others needs and feelings, above your own, you will notice a change in your daily life. Are there times when I wish I would have taken the first step? MANY times. It's real easy to say something, but much harder to do it. Talk is cheap. Many of us have no problem saying, "Yea, I'd die for Jesus!" But how many of us would die for our fellow Christians? How about the guy/gal who really rubs you the wrong way? The "annoying" one of the congregation. Well, I'm telling you, you DO have to die for them. You have to die to "self" in order to put them first. There is a guy from Mexico who comes to our church once or twice a month. He was run over by an 18 wheeler some years back. It left him a little lacking mentally. He's hard to understand when he's talking and he can be annoying. George is his name. I remember about five years ago he started "playing" the trombone that my cousin left at the church. My cousin used to play it in the high school band. George would (and still does) during praise & worship (the singing) pick up this trombone and toot on it periodically. He has had no training and it shows. I remember one morning playing and singing, and I started getting annoyed at him. The Lord spoke to me and told me, "He's playing that for me, you dare not try and stop him!!!" Oh my. I was so ashamed at my pride and arrogance. One thing I noticed. Every note that George plays, although it may not be planned or even make sense.......every note is in tune.....in key with what I'm playing. It could be in F, G, C, D.......no matter what key, he's in it. I've grown to love hearing George play, because I know he's not playing for me.

"Who do I need to restore a broken relationship with today?"

Her name is Maria. She's 85 years old. (Her daughter is in her sixties but has the mind of an 8 year old.) I won't get into all the details, but she is mad at me. I need to find someone willing to go with me (she doesn't speak English) so I can restore that relationship. It's more of a misunderstanding than anything. But she is very hurt and has said some very unkind things about me. I know it's just because she's lashing out. I hold nothing against her. I love her and want this relationship restored. Please pray that it can be. James

Day 19.......Get involved

This is again, where the rubber meets the road, so to speak. It's really easy to get caught up in the "church" thing. You know, you go in, smile at everyone.....hug some, and go to your seat. After church is over, you shake hands with some, smile and nod at others, and hug some more. Then you race out to your car and speed to the nearest restaurant. Hehehehehe. Our walk with Christ should really be more than that. I know I told you guys I was going to do something different last night at bible study. We all arrived at church and we have a front room where they have children's church. There's a large rectangular table there with chairs around it. Everyone was a little surprised (there were six of us) when I asked everyone to meet at the table. We did. And when we started I asked everyone to share a couple of their favorite scriptures, why they were their favorite, and what they meant to them. It was wonderful. I just decided from reading this book that it would be a great thing for folks not to hear me preach, or lead them in a bible study, but to sit down with them and let them lead it. In so doing we found out a lot about each other. Even the sixth grader, and the freshman in high school had GREAT things to say. I was so proud of all of them. It was a great time of sharing and fellowship.

"How can I help cultivate today the characteristics of real community in my small group and my church?"

Well, I know I want to do more things like we did last night. I also like to go hang out at parks and sing and play the guitar. I know I need to make more of an effort to get to know folks in the church. As Janiss said sometimes it's hard when they don't know English, and you don't know a whole lot of Spanish. It can be difficult, but it's not impossible. It can be a bit awkward, but it can be done. Many times it's the language and culture barriers that separate us. But that's what's so great about the church. We ALL come from different upbringings and whatnot. Perhaps we're not all from different cultures........and maybe that's the problem. I've heard it said that the most segregated day of the week is Sunday in churches. God likes variety. That's why we're not all the same skin color, and we don't all look alike and sound alike. How boring would that be? Anyway, I'd better go now before I stir up any more trouble. :-) James

Day 18........Real fellowship

I really do enjoy smaller groups myself. You know everyone, and everyone knows you. I've never really been a part of large congregation, not as an adult anyway. There's something that I guess I need to get over. I like to be alone. I enjoy being with people, and talking and whatnot. But there comes a time when I reach a "that's enough" point. I may go home and play the guitar and sing for a while, or I may just work on the computer or watch some TV. I need to dedicate more time to "others" and not be so self centered.


"What one step can I take today to connect with another believer at a more genuine, heart to heart level?"

Well, anyone who knows me, knows I have a fondness for food. Hehehehehe. So usually my way of getting to know someone better is over a meal. After which we can talk and really share what's in our hearts. I really enjoy doing that. Also, I'm leading a small bible study group tonight. My favorite thing to do is to ask their favorite verse, or verses, and why they are special to them, and what they speak to them personally. Sometimes I'll ask them if they have any questions regarding any scripture they have read or don't understand. I don't ever claim to have all the answers.....I believe we can find it out together. And we always have. It used to really scare me that someone would ask one I couldn't answer. But the Lord has always helped me with that. I'm SO thankful for that. What do you say?

Day 17.......The Church

Howdy ya'll:

I find this to be a sore spot for some believers. In present day Christianity you will find many "Lone Ranger" I can do it on my own believers. You will find none in the bible. It's simply not scriptural. Let me give you an example. I recently joined a health club. The first part of every month, they take money out of my bank account. Is the fact that I joined, and that I'm paying for membership make me physically fit? NO!!! Of course it doesn't. I have to GO to the club and actually work out in order to see any change in my physical appearance......and/or weight and strength levels. See, the problem is, many of us keep that rebellious attitude we had before we surrendered to Christ. We don't want to be accountable to ANYONE, besides God of course. Well, that may work in theory, but it doesn't work in the real world. There is also something else that we don't take into account. When we're a member, and active member, of a local church we have a spiritual covering. A fleshly shepherd (pastor, minister.....) who prays for us, and is responsible for our spiritual growth. We also have each other to help us in our walk, and to keep us on the straight and narrow. Just because I'm a pastor doesn't mean I have some kind of supreme authority. There are folks above me too. And they keep me in line. If I get too far out in left field somewhere it is their duty to reel me back in. We all have our parts to play. There has to be communication. I post to several Yahoo Christian groups, and I am constantly telling them that the group is not a substitute for local interaction in a local church. If you sit at home on a computer getting all your spiritual fulfillment out of chat rooms and group postings, you're going to be in lala land before you know it. You won't be rooted and grounded, because you're not on the ground. You're up in a tree somewhere trying to tell everyone on the ground how great it is being in the tree. Or maybe you're just hiding in the tree. Listen, I know some have been hurt in churches, and I know this isn't going to sound very nice, but give it to the Lord, and get over it. Let it go, and pray about where you should attend. Perhaps ask other folks you know (who have a strong relationship with Christ) where they attend. Go as a visitor until you know you've found the right one. Then become active there.

"Does my level of involvement in my local church demonstrate that I love and am committed to God's family?"

Yes, I believe so. It's sometimes frustrating to me that people attend but want nothing to do with anything other than just coming and going. It saddens me because I want a deeper relationship with them.....but many are too busy, or just don't want to. At one time I thought I was the problem so I took a sabbatical (a leave of absence.....sort of stepped down as pastor for a while) and nothing changed. I guess it wasn't me after all. I wish it had been, to be honest with you. Because then I could say, "OK, what do I need to change?" Enough of my whining.......what do you have to say???

Day 16.........Love

Now we're getting to the nitty gritty, so to speak. Wow. Love. We hear it all around us everyday. We see it expressed on the backs of cars as we travel the highways. "I love New York", "I love my dog", "I love my Ford", "I love my Chevy". And we hear folks say, "I love ice-cream", "I love that new song by....", "I love to go....", "Oh, I love the food at that place". It gets to the point that we forget what love really is. It's not an emotion, or a feeling.........it's a choice. You choose whom you will love. Let's purpose in our hearts that there will be no more compromise (as far as love goes) and there will be no more wasted days. It's so easy to get so caught up with life, that we forget the most important part of it.......loving others. There were some really pertinent questions asked in the last few sentences of this chapter. Let's really focus our energy in changing our priorities to be more God centered, and more people centered than anything else. Love, love, and love some more.

"Honestly, are relationships my first priority? How can I ensure that they are?"

As any of my customers can tell you......I put my relationship with them first. I do my best to show Christ's love for them in every email. I know I could do more. My main agenda is letting people know Jesus loves them, and that they can be a part of His family. I certainly don't want to "toot my own horn" but I do want to answer the question honestly. There are times I get so busy that I can forget to put others first. One way I can remember to make sure relationships are my first priority is to check out my motives for why I do what I do on a daily basis. That's the best way I can surmise how to ensure that. What say you??? :-) James

Day 15........We are family!!!

This is so nice to know and realize. I've had some bad experiences with some of my family. Not pleasant at all. When my dad died of a heart attack in 1988 some members of my family.....grandparents....aunts and cousins.....accused me of punching him and somehow causing his death. It went so far as the day before we were to bury my dad's body a sheriff murder investigator came to question me at the house. We were still in shock and I was having to answer questions as to exactly how I found him and whatnot. It hurt. That same day I called my cousin (the one who stirred everyone up to believe this) and told him Jesus loves him, I love him, and I forgive him. I've never heard from him again, and he is now a white supremacist (he was living in Oregon but has now returned to Texas....somewhere). I really do pray he surrenders to Jesus soon. So I can relate to some who have some kooky family experiences.....I've had some myself. And it's GOOD news to know that God wanted me to be a part of HIS family. It's unfortunate but earthly families can sometimes hurt us really badly. We shouldn't take it personal, or strike back in anger. Forgive them.....and let them know you forgive them (that's the whole point for me telling my story above). Release them into the Lord's hands. You can't save them.......only He can. Many times family won't want to hear about what you believe or how you've changed simply because they're either still mad at your past, or they just don't believe you. Even in Jesus' hometown He had some trouble getting folks to believe in Him. Again, don't take it personal. Please share with us your thoughts on this topic. How it feels knowing you're so loved that God allowed His Son to be crucified so you could be part of His family? And of course, the question of the day:

"How can I start treating other believers like members of my own family?"

I think the best way is to acknowledge them as family members. Ask how they're doing, and actually care about what they tell you. Offer to help in areas they need help, if you are able to. Talk is cheap. I can't tell you how many folks call me brother, or even pastor, who could care less what I'm going through. I don't want to do that. Here's another thing I do. If I know a Christian is the owner of a business I will buy my products from him, even if they are more expensive than another place, just because I want to support him/her as my brother or sister in Christ. :-) James

PS: Hey, many of you mentioned that you listen to music to get you going and to get into God's presence. Who do you listen to? I'm a bit spoiled because I can pick up my guitar and sing other folks music, or my own. But some of my favorites are: Stryper, Whitecross, and Bloodgood. These are great if you want to bang your head (heavy metal) and still hear a great message. For me they're great to listen to when driving in Austin, San Antonio, or Houston traffic. In a more mellow tone I like Larry Norman (who can also rock), Chris Tomlin, Third Day, Delirious?, Salvador, Mercy Me, Big Tent Revival, Carman......and so many others I can't remember them all. Someone recently gave me a Bluegrass Gospel CD. I really dig that too. Good stuff.

Day 14......You' re not alone

Howdy folks:

Have you ever felt what this chapter is describing? If you haven't......you will. If you have, you will again. I know many people. I try to treat everyone the same. I don't look down upon others based on who they are, were, or based upon what they have, or don't have. So I guess you could say I have many friends. I love, therefore I'm loved. But one thing I realize. I can be friendly with many folks, and have many friends, but the ones who are closest to me know everything about me. The friendships I value the most are with folks to whom I'm accountable. They love me enough that they aren't going to let me slide down into the muck. No, they're going to bring stuff to my attention......even things I may want them to mind their own darn business about. Hehehehehe. I see that the Lord is that type of friend. He loves me so much that He's not going to leave me alone. I used to count on what I could feel. But I realized that feelings will lie to you. It's not about feeling, it's about KNOWING! If you can see it, it's not faith. Oh it's easy to believe something you can see, feel, and touch. But when there's a quiet time.....a time when it seems like you're on your own. It's then that we have to trust His word.......not our feelings. Remember when Jesus told His disciples (as they entered a boat), "We're going to the other side." Jesus got into the boat and went below to go sleep. Shortly thereafter a storm arose and shook the boat with great winds and rain. They went below to wake Jesus and said something really intelligent to Him like, "Lord don't you care that we're dying out here!" He woke up and rebuked the wind and rain.....and immediately they were on the other side. (You can read that for yourselves in Luke 8:22-25) I think that was probably a test of whether or not they were going to believe His word or not. He even rebuked them for their lack of faith. I could be wrong, but that's what it seems like. Many times we feel as if Jesus is asleep in the bottom of the boat. We want to go shake Him awake and let Him know that the boat is in danger of falling apart. He's already told us that He would never leave us nor forsake us. The bible says that He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it. Now for the question.......

"How can I stay focused on God's presence, especially when He feels distant?"

By confessing that He is with me whether I feel Him or not. We all want to jump from mountaintop to mountaintop spiritually. But we fail to realize that in order for their to be mountains........there must be valleys in between. We can't hang glide from one mountaintop to the other. Besides......going through the valleys prepares us for the mountaintop experiences and makes them that much sweeter. What say you? :-) James

Day 13......Spirit & Truth

Hi friends:


I just wanted to make an observation here first and foremost. I laugh at myself here in my actions I'm about to describe. I'm not much of a book reader. I just pretty much read the bible. Of course I read my business emails and I create ministry emails.....but as for reading books.....I just haven't since I was in school. Suffice it to say, more than several years ago. I've purposed in my heart to read this book, and I'm SO glad I have. What's funny is, I open up the book to the chapter of the day, and kind of sigh a bit. Then I count how many pages long it is. Hehehehehe. Without fail when I begin to read the chapter all of a sudden, I'm at the end! I'm saddened sometimes that it's over already. What a difference! God can truly change us if we will let Him. I really liked the different types (or styles) of worship that were described in this chapter. I was taken aback by it all. I mean, your way may not be my way, nor mine yours. I think we can operate in more than one, if not all of the facets of worship. I know folks who want more traditional music IE hymns and the like, and anything else to them is just noise. Whereas I also know folks who worship in more contemporary ways, and the traditional just kind of bores them. Larry Norman (the first Christian rock and roller ever.....wrote "Why Should the Devil Have All the Good Music" and "I Wish We'd All Been Ready" and "Jesusfreak" (the last two re-made by DC Talk....by the way DC Talk literally translated means "Decent Christian Talk"......just thought I'd throw that in). He said in the 1st song I mentioned "I don't like none of those funeral marches........I ain't dead yet!" Hehehehehe. So we all have a different way of going about the same task.......worshipping God. I can't, or shouldn't belittle you because you do it differently.....nor should you belittle me for my style of worship. Anyway........let me get to the question here.

"Which is more pleasing to God right now----my public worship or my private worship? What will I do about this?"

Oh my. This is more than a little bit embarrassing, but I must say He's probably more pleased with my private worship. The reason being is I lead the praise and worship at church and sometimes I get so caught up in being a musician that I forget the main thing.........worshipping God. Sometimes I revert back to "performing" rather than focusing in on worship. It's so different "leading" the singing and just singing. When I sing in a public forum where no one else is really counting on me to lead them it's different, more like my private worship time. So I just need to forget everyone else, and worship God. I'm just being painfully honest here. I'm also going to be praying that I remember these words I spoke right now, and the Lord would help me in this area. What about you??? James

Day 12.......Trust His friendship

Hey everyone:

I'm finding out that the further we progress in this study, the deeper it gets. As I was saying yesterday friendship is give and take. I've been told before that I'm not like any pastor anyone has ever known. In fact the statement is usually, "You don't look like any pastor I've ever seen!" I have to say, I'm kind happy about that. I don't want to try and fit into some preconceived notion of who I'm supposed to be, or whom I'm supposed to be like. I am a friend of God. He's first. Everyone and everything else is secondary. Most "religious" folk are scared by someone who's real. Someone who tells it like it is. Most folks (especially those in leadership) don't want anyone to know that they are fallible. I do. I always say, "If you're expecting a perfect pastor, I'm not him." I have faults, hang-ups, and questions. I have faith too. I believe God. I don't believe much anyone else says, but I believe God. He's not going to forget me, or get too worked up if I have a question or two for Him. It doesn't even bother Him if I get mad once in a while. He gets mad. We're created in His image.......He can handle it when we get mad. He can handle it when "get in His face" so to speak. No one can calm me down like my best friend. As I've said many times "God knows me inside and out.....He knows everything about me, past and present.....and He still loves me." That is amazing. The real me isn't who you see when you see me in person. No, that's just my shell. The real me is who I am. Not who I say I am, or project, but who I really am. Many of us have insecurities or hang-ups that we don't want anyone to know about. That's being human folks. God knows all those things. He still loves you. Sometimes we hurt the ones we love the most by saying mean things. You know......lashing out. That doesn't phase God at all. He won't leave you, take a timeout from you, or even fight back. No, He just opens His arms wider, and says, "Come here My child......My friend......I love you." We've got to trust in His friendship, and yes, desire it above all. We truly are as close to God as we choose to be. I've said that many times myself. It's up to us......He won't force Himself on us....on anyone. That's why you've heard we have, "Free Will" or choice.....whether or not to be His friend or not. Moses was His friend.......and even reminded Him of His promises that He made. God has made promises to us in His word. Let's remind Him, and ourselves of those promises....if need be......daily.

"What practical choices will I make today in order to grow closer to God?"

I think one thing I could do is to make sure I include Him in every part of my day. Whether I'm going to the post office, bank, Wal-Mart.........where ever I'm going......whatever I'm doing......He wants to be a part of it. I've heard people laugh at others who describe asking God for close parking place, or a great table at a restaurant. But the truth is that God cares about every little thing that matters to you. He's not so busy that He won't take the time to answer those "little" prayers we pray everyday. He loves to bless His children because He loves them......us. What that tells me is that those folks have a very intimate relationship with God. They're not afraid to ask Him even for the smallest thing. Why? Because they know He's listening to them......all day long. Everything that's important to us, is important to Him. What do you think He meant when Jesus said, "I'll be with you always, even to the end of the age?" He meant always. Always means always. Take Him at His word. Trust in His friendship. What do you think???

Day 11........Best friend???

Oh boy, oh boy. We have a friend who sticks closer than a brother. Isn't that great news? Let's face it.....friends come and go. Sure we have high school reunions and we shake hands and hug, but we're different people now. We aren't really "friends" anymore.....the only thing that bonds us is that we grew up together. Friends I used to get drunk and buy drugs with (and from) aren't close to me anymore. They'll still say "hello" if I see them on the street, but they don't want to talk to me anymore. We have nothing in common now. I told them when I received Jesus that I wasn't going to stay up all night and drink with them anymore. I had a new drinking buddy (the Holy Spirit).......and we were drinking in the Word of God. Even some family. We're just not close, or perhaps just out of touch. We've lost a relationship with them because we stopped talking to them often. How do you get to know someone? If I were to pick up the phone and call you, those of you who KNOW me, would say, "Hey there James, whatcha up to?" Those of you don't would be polite, but you'd ask, "Uh, who is this?" But as we talk more and more, and we build a relationship, man I won't have to tell you who I am, you'll know right away. That's why Jesus said, "My sheep know My voice." When a Sheppard calls his sheep, they run to him. They won't run to just anyone. As a Sheppard brings his sheep to the corral (still done like this in Israel) he'll lead them through an opening in the corral......there's no gate, just an opening. He stands at the opening with his legs open and calls to them. They go in through his open legs and enter the corral. He is the door. When all the sheep have gone into the corral, he lays down in the opening. He keeps them safe from harm. They cannot escape without jumping over him, and no predators can reach them unless they go over him.

I used to really struggle with "Pray without ceasing" scripture. I just didn't get it. In time I did. As I grew in my relationship with the Lord, I spoke to Him more and more as the day went on. I do need to practice more meditation, and more simple prayers. It's so funny that folks think it's necessary to pray these rehearsed prepared prayers. Talk to Him like you would talk to your closest friend. Be real with Him. Tell Him your problems, fears, what angers you, and whatever else is on your heart. He will listen, and He will guide you if you will allow Him to.

"What can I do to remind myself to think about God and talk to Him more often throughout the day?"

Listen to Christian music while I'm working, driving, or just relaxing. What say you???

PS: I changed the look of the blog again. I wasn't happy with the last Template that I was using. It seemed that some of the words would disappear as you were trying to read them. Perhaps it was only on my end, but it happened on two different computers for me. It was then I decided to change it.

Day 10.....Surrender

"The heart of worship is surrender." I really like that. You know as a guy we're supposed to be tough and unwavering. We're not supposed to surrender or admit defeat, or the fact that we can't do it alone. We're also taught that real men don't cry. I don't mean crying because you spilled a glass of milk, but for serious things. Weeping is quite natural. And Jesus wept. And I don't know of any better man that walked the earth. He wept for the people.....for Jerusalem.......for His friend Lazarus. Surrender is paramount in our walk with the Lord. He understands that some can't surrender completely.....every single aspect of their lives. I know He wants it, but He is patient......and He is kind.

"What area of my life am I holding back from God?"

My complete and utter surrender of every aspect and every decision. There are still some things I really, really want control of I guess. I don't believe God wants us to be robots, but He is pleased with obedience. And sometimes I am less obedient than I should be. Praise God, He is patient. :-) James

Day 9.....What makes God smile?

Trusting God completely. I know many folks have (or have had) trust issues due to past experiences. But I can assure you that God is not like anyone we've ever known. He doesn't make promises He won't keep. He is not guided by circumstance or chance. He can stop time if need be. Obedience can also be an obstacle. Believe me, I know. My main goal in life before I surrendered to Jesus was rebellion, disobedience and contempt for ANY authority. I can't say that I've changed in that area wholly, or completely, but for the mostpart, I have. I still have trouble with authority from time to time, as well as trouble with complete and unquestioning obedience. Soldiers are trained to be obedient no matter what. They are taught to act, rather than react or ponder the situation. They are trained for every possible scenario they may encounter. Here's an excerpt from this chapter:
"Often we try to offer God partial obedience. We want to pick and choose the commands we obey. We make a list of the commands we like and obey those while ignoring the ones we think are unreasonable, difficult, expensive, or unpopular. I'll attend church but I won't tithe. I'll read my Bible but won't forgive the person who hurt me. Yet partial obedience is disobedience. Wholehearted obedience is done joyfully, with enthusiasm. The Bible says, 'Obey Him gladly.'"

Oh my. Many folks may tell you "Blind faith, or blind obedience is stupidity." That's true, if you're trusting a person, or even a group of people. But blind faith and obedience is truly what pleases God the most. The Red Sea didn't part until they stepped out. Once their feet touched water immediately the waters parted. If they had waited for them to part first.......they never would have. It's always nice and comfortable to have everything in order......everything ready........everything prepared. But sometimes God's going to say, "Step out and do it!" He's not going to ask your opinion or wait for you to start a new committee (our government's and some churches answer to everything......start a new dadburn committee......hehehehehe). No, God wants us to trust Him enough that we will act upon His word. Most of what I'm talking about here is not an audible voice or an angel appearing......but just reading and obeying His word. Jesus said it best......"Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your mind, and with all your strength. And love your neighbor as yourself." Those are truly the greatest of the commandments.........they all hinge upon obeying those two. Now the question:

"Since God knows what is best, in what areas of my life do I need to trust Him most?"

Hmmmm. Boy this is hard. Sometimes I get into a Thomas like mentality. I want to see it before I believe it. And I realize that's not faith. I wonder if I could have been as obedient as Noah was in building the ark before ever having even seen rain.....much less even imagined a flood. I would like to think I would have. I've been obedient in smaller tasks given me by the Master. It's kind of like folks who say, "Oh if I was in the war I would this that and the other thing. Or, if I were the president, mayor, judge, or pastor......I would do such and such." You have no idea what you would do until you have all that responsibility resting upon your shoulders. You can speculate, but you really have NO idea. I find it funny when I hear people saying how dumb the children of Israel were for not obeying after seeing all the miracles. We've seen miracles, and we disobey. We have the BIBLE for heaven's sake......they didn't. Moses came down and told them what God said. They couldn't read it for themselves. We have less of an excuse than they did. When have we been in the desert for years at a time? An old Cherokee saying goes something like this: "You can't judge him unless you've walked a mile in his moccasins (or shoes)." I can't obey for you, and you can't obey for me. We can only deal with what we encounter. Anyway.......I've blabbed enough........what's on your mind???

Day 8......Planned for God's pleasure

Hey there:

This has to be, so far, one of my favorite of the chapters so far. I love the description of worship, and the clarifications thereof as well. We get into a lot of religious speak in churches and in our daily lives as well. We associate certain things or certain types of songs as "worship" when really, it's all worship. The way we live our lives, do our jobs, and love one another. It's all worship to God. There is so much that has been so unclear to me in my walk with the Lord because so much of what I valued was church sponsored (or accepted) ideas and ideals that have little to nothing to do with our daily walk as Christians. It's so very easy to look at things and try to understand or explain them. But what we fail to realize is that we cannot use our finite minds to explain everything about God......even everything He is. He's my first love, my Daddy, my helper, my counselor, my provider, my healer, my all in all. He should be that (and more) to all of us, yet at times we forget how special we are to Him. I remember a few years ago preaching a sermon, and right there in the big middle of it, the Lord just put some words in my head to speak to the people, and to myself. He said, "Tell them they are My favorite!" You are God's favorite........His favored child above all. I know parents aren't supposed to have favorites, but God can, and does, view us ALL as His favorite. When that truly hit me I got a little choked up. God really loves me.......He really loves you. Not because of what you did or didn't do, but because of who you are. He LOVES you! That's the greatest news I think I can ever give you. With Him there is nothing impossible, and without Him, we can do nothing. Jesus spoke those words. His love is not here today, and gone tomorrow. No, He loves without conditions. When I strayed, and ran from Him for over 7 years........He kept nudging me, and sending folks to tell me about Him. The mistake they all made was, they never told me He still loved me. They all told me I was sinning, I was going to hell, I was killing myself...........all that I knew. Although I don't believe I was on my way to hell. This is backed up by scripture......once you surrender to Jesus the only way to be "unsaved" is to renounce Him aloud, publicly. I truly believe that with all my heart. (One of the first things that folks are required to do in satanic cults is to renounce Jesus as the Son of God. They don't ask them to renounce anyone or anything else. No. Tell me, why would satan require someone to renounce something that leads them away from Jesus? He wouldn't. His goal is to keep folks from knowing how much he hates them, and how much God loves them.) Don't ever forget that God loves you, and Jesus loves you. I have "Jesus Loves You" written on my back windshield. It's very interesting to see the reactions of folks who pull up behind me. Some are having a rough day, some are mad because I'm not going fast enough for them (don't know how that's possible....hehehehehe), or for whatever reason things aren't going well for them that day. Some seem to calm down a bit. Others look away. While yet others smile. I'm not some great person who always does everything right. I make mistakes and I can get just as confused as the next guy. But one thing I know.......I'm God's favorite. It brings tears to my eyes just say it....it also brings a smile to my face. Never forget........YOU are His favorite.

"What common task could I start doing as if I were doing it directly for Jesus?"

You know......I don't really have much of an answer for this. I really do try and do everything as if I'm doing it for Him. Perhaps housework and washing dishes, and cleaning the restroom........those would certainly qualify. Hehehehe. Have a great day and God bless. :-) James

Day 7......A reason for everything

Hi everyone:

A few years ago my next door neighbors had chickens. Without fail every single morning I could hear the roosters competing with one another....."Cock a doodle doo"......over and over again. Oh it used to really annoy me. Then one morning as I was praying the Lord kind of scolded me about that. He revealed to me that those noisy roosters, every dog barking, every coyote howling........everything that has breath was created to praise Him.....to bring Him glory. I was totally floored by that. Then, every time I heard the roosters crow, I imagined them saying, "Thank You Je-sus, thank You Je-sus!" I've also noticed that when I arrive home, my dog would bark and bark. I would scold her, and wonder why she was barking when I got home. Why not bark at things going by, or something else......why bark when I got home? I was fasting one day, and as I returned home from somewhere she did it again. Barked, and barked, and barked. I was about to scold her when the Lord spoke to me and said, "She's thanking Me that you have returned home." I got to tell you......I wept a little bit with that one. We too, were created to bring God glory. As for the question......

"Where in my daily routine can I become more aware of God's glory?"

I would say during stressful times....for me it's in traffic. I need to just praise and worship Him at those times. Rather than focusing in on the slow poke in front of me, or the wacko that passes me at 100 MPH......I should give that time to Him. A comedian once said, "Ever notice how anyone going slower than you is a moron? And anyone going faster than you is an idiot?" Hehehehe. Yea I noticed.......hehehehehehe. Rather than getting all worked up over it. I'm getting better than I was, but I still need growth.....maturity in that area. We're all maturing in the Lord. Some are growing faster than others. That can be good and bad. Whereas you don't expect a two year old to be able to jump in the car, drive to the supermarket, and get you some milk. We don't expect a 15 year old to still be running around in diapers still drinking milk. I've known folks who at 18 were more mature than most 40 year olds I know. And I've known 40 year olds who were super immature. We need to all grow at a healthy level. A main reason for non-growth is a lack of reading God's word. Most any question you have can be answered in the bible. If not, refer to Deuteronomy 29:29. There are some things are finite minds are not going to be able to understand. We can't rationalize a miracle......the greatest of which is a changed, transformed life. Anyway folks......I'd better get going.......or I'll be here all day. :-) James

Day six........Thinking about my purpose

Howdy everyone:

I've done some speaking on 2nd Corinthians 4:18 a few times and referred to it many times. The things we can see, won't last. The things we can't see, will last forever. I'm being very humbled by this book. In many areas I can see where I've grown from where I used to be when I was a baby Christian. And I can also see areas in which I need more work. I was whining the other day about not being as happy as I wanted to be. I had forgotten, or hadn't even realized at the time, that I'm not supposed to be completely content where I am. I'm not home yet. I'm an illegal alien. I'm not willing to trade my eternal citizenship for a worldly, temporary one. No way, no how. It is my goal, this year, to get another CD recorded, and hopefully do it well enough that it may get some air play on the local Christian (and hopefully nationwide) radio stations. I think that's a good goal as it will help me get the music out there God has placed on my heart. And also it will help financially as well. When the anointing is on a particular song folks can feel God's presence right where they are. That's my main objective......getting folks closer to the Lord. Now for the question:

"How should the fact that life on earth is just a temporary assignment change the way I am living right now?"

I should be more eternally minded (or mindful?). Many times I get frustrated with where I am at a particular moment in time. I need to remind myself that God is in control and He knows the beginning from the end and all points in between. He knows where I am, and where I'm going, and what needs to happen for me to get there. See, many times I have an attitude or opinion about something that displeases God. Many times things happen in order to steer me away from, or change, those attitudes or opinions. Because it's keeping me from what God has for me to do. In a couple of weeks, months, or even years I will look back and say, "That's why that happened.........to prepare me for this." I realize that God didn't cause it, but He used it to teach me something I needed to learn in order to get me where I needed to be. :-) James

Day Five.......Life from God's view

Ah tests.........We are always involved in one every single day. Every day we choose different paths we will take on a personal and spiritual level. Those of you who've heard me preach or have read my posts in various Christian groups know that one of my favorite things to say is, "What we go through, we grow through. And if we don't grow through it, chances are, we will go through it again." It's really true on so many levels. Our resolve is tested in that we don't see results immediately sometimes when we pray. I remember when I first became a Christian nearly everything I prayed happened almost instantly. It was so cool. I don't know if then I was asking with more faith or if I was just asking for simpler things then..........Man I don't know. But I know now, as Daniel found out, that sometimes it takes a while for prayers to be answered. In fact, Jesus prayed a prayer in John 17:20-26 for the unity of His body, the church. It hasn't been answered yet. So don't get discouraged when things don't happen instantly. Unfortunately we are conditioned by our society that everything must be instant, and that everything you did from the time you were born until now is open for discussion, examination, and ridicule. I praise God that most of you don't know everything about me. I wasn't a pleasant fellow for a very long time, and I did some very wicked and nasty things. I am thankful that all that is under the blood of Jesus now. Now for the tough part..........

"What has happened to me recently that I now realize was a test from God? What are the greatest matters God has entrusted to me?"

Well, in answer to the first one.....I have a very dear friend from KC, KS who recently paid me a visit. He stopped down here (South Texas) for a few days, and then was on to Mardi Gras in New Orleans. He invited me to go to NO for the last couple days of Mardi Gras to witness and be a part of what was going on there with different groups witnessing to the folks. Part of me wanted to jump at the chance. But I had already been commissioned by the Lord to do this study. I really struggled with my decision for about 10 minutes. Then I realized that God wouldn't call me to do one thing and then contradict it with another assignment that would interfere with the first. So I decided not to go. And as for the 2nd question..........God has entrusted the Gospel to me. He hasn't appointed angels but He has appointed us to live our lives in such a way that we are a living testimony to His love, His mercy, and His grace. THAT, my friends, is an awesome responsibility. :-) James

Day four.........Forever

Hey friends..........It's comforting and also one could say a bit unnerving to know that this life we live now is only a foreshadow of eternity. But we know from the bible that it is true. On another note..........There are a couple of words I've tried to eliminate from my vocabulary. They are: Can't (still working on that one), Lucky, and Forever (not completely eliminating it from my vocabulary, but using it wisely). Can't never did anything. My bible says I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Lucky, seems to me, takes glory away from God and places it on luck. I don't believe in luck, I believe in God. I don't ask the stars what my day will hold, I ask God. And for the one we're talking about today.......forever. We've all used this word in silly ways. An example would be, "It took forever for our food to get to us last night." Talk about an oxymoron. If it took forever, we would still be there. We've cheapened the word forever, much like we've cheapened the word love. That's just my two cents worth.....what do you think? OK, now for the question of the day:

"Since I was made to last forever, what is the one thing I should stop doing and the one thing I should start doing?"

I should stop feeling sorry for myself when "things" don't go my way. I need stop and ask myself, "What value will this hold in 100 years, 1,000 years, 1,000,000 years?" On our local news last night there was a teenager on who had a terminal disease. He's in a wheelchair and only has the use of his left hand......and very limited use at that. The disease is killing him and a few months ago he was in a hospice.....to die. He decided he wasn't done yet. He will be graduating high school in May, and wants to go to college. He draws beautiful pictures and paints as well. He may die tomorrow, but he doesn't let that bother him. The truth is, any of us could die tomorrow. The main thing is to keep the most important things in perspective. There was another young man from this area who recently died of cancer. His story is a great one as well. I'll send a link to his blog over the weekend. (By the way, there's no need to keep silent over the weekend. If you want to post things in here on the weekend, please do.) In other words, I should stop complaining! And as for what I need to start doing. Golly..........I guess there are many things I can think of. I guess too, it would be to be more eternally minded (or would that be mindful?). The impression that I make upon people spiritually is more important that the personal impression I make. I guess that sounds a little confusing. I don't want to be so focused on what I'm wearing, driving, or eating that I miss being a good witness spiritually. Sometimes I can get frustrated and/or upset and even though it's not very often it can be a bad witness to family and friends. And I need to start chilling out. I'm better than I was, but I'm certainly not where I want to be, or should be. :-) James

Day three.........What drives me?

Oh boy, and I thought yesterday was a tough one. Hehehehehe. I can see myself in several of those descriptions he gives that folks are driven by. In pastoring, I can see that I have definitely tried too hard to please others. I can see to some degree I've been trying to please others by doing things I know I wasn't called to do. It's kind of scary knowing that you're going to let folks (you really love) down who are counting on you. I guess I've known for some time what I need to do, I've just been afraid to do it. Or actually I did, then chickened out. Hehehehe.

Now as for the question of the day......
"What would my family and friends say is the driving force of my life? What do I want it to be?"

Oh dear. I hadn't really ever pondered this. I mean I can think of what I'd want them to say, or hope they say.......But as for knowing, or guessing? Gee. I would like them to say Jesus. I try to stay God-focused and look for opportunities to share His love, mercy, and grace. I always have a smile on my face, and it's not a fake one, or a forced one. I really am happy. I do realize that I am lacking a true focus on my life...Hence the need to read this book. I guess I've tried to do too many things and not really done any of them very well. I'm pastor, singer songwriter, business owner (run two businesses), and online message guy. I post messages to three different Yahoo groups........Sermons for lack of a better term. I can see as I step back (I'm out of town right now on a mini-vacation) that I am trying to do too much and I'm trying to be everything everyone wants me to be......... Six months ago I hit the wall so to speak. It was just too much. Then I got back to where I was in just a month or so. I jumped right back into what I realized I had to stop. Crazy huh? I'm praying that I can make more God-centered decisions and fewer that are made just to please people. :-) James

Day 2 You are part of God's plan

What a great piece of news! You are not an accident, or a mistake. YOU are part of God's perfect plan. In Isaiah (God speaking) 55:8-9 it says,

"For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways," says the Lord. "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts."

Many times we blame God for things that happen to us. He's not the author of pain, but He can, and will, work it out for our good. (See Romans 8:28) I know many of you have had tough pasts, as have I. In fact I know a fellow who's own mom tried to kill him several times. He is now a mighty man of God who travels the world spreading God's word. I don't know if you know who James Robison is, he's a famous preacher/evangelist who's also traveled the US and the world spreading the gospel. His mom was raped, and even though everyone advised her to end the pregnancy (have a abortion) she did not. She didn't want to kill her baby, no matter what. I don't know the whole story, but I believe he was adopted and raised by someone else, but I'm not positive on that. God had his days planned even though his conception came about by pure evil. Now for the question of the day.......

"I know that God uniquely created me. What areas of my personality, background, and physical appearance am I struggling to accept?"

Oh my. This is a tough one. Let's go in order. What areas of: My personality?
Golly this is tough. Um, I guess I could say my lack of patience and the ease with which I reveal myself. Many folks are very private, I am not. There are some things that folks don't want to hear. (And here it is....) My background? As a young child I was taught that Jesus loved me, in fact at 3 years old I distinctly remember waking up Christmas morning, getting on my little knees, and singing "Happy Birthday" to Jesus. Less than five years later someone began molesting me. My brothers and sisters had all left home by then, and I was all alone, or so I thought. Even God had abandoned me......or so I thought. Mom and Dad were very busy with things and the person abusing me assured me that if I told, they would die. This went on for several years. Then, just as quickly as it started, it ended. This person was about 6 or 7 years older than me. He was not an adult, but a minor as well. I believe his parents allowed him to watch pornos and whatnot as a young child and that messed him up. Then he messed me up. That would have to be the single most hard thing for me to accept. (It left me very confused, and SUPER angry. I didn't really talk about it until I was 21, and I really didn't let go completely until just 5 or 6 years ago.) At age 12 I began using drugs, alcohol, whatever I could to block out the memories and the pain.....and it worked.....for about 18 years. I thought I had dealt with it when I called and forgave him after surrendering to Jesus. But I later left the Lord and went about doing my own thing again. I didn't renounce Jesus, I just stopped following Him. He kept me safe. After years of drug addiction and alcoholism I got to a point where I finally prayed, "Lord, either set me free, or kill me. I don't want to live like this. Well, I'm here typing, so you can see He didn't choose to kill me. I remember shortly after I gave up and asked the Lord to take over my life.....I was praying one day and I asked why so many others I knew died doing the things I was doing. He gave me vision of a little boy on his knees singing "Happy Birthday" to Jesus. Yep......it was me. He spoke to me and said, "For him." Even as messed up as I was, He still saw that little boy singing to Jesus on His birthday. I know many folks had it much worse than I did. But that is one area that I used to really struggle with.........even after the vision and words spoken to me. But I know now that the Lord uses me to speak to others who had similar experiences. I can say "I know how you feel." and I really do. And lastly..... Physical appearance. Hmm. Well, I'm fat. Hehehehe. 5'11" 275 pounds. I was barely 90 pounds in high school. At 20 I was 115 pounds (of course I was a meth addict at that time....literally skin and bones). Folks are worried about me, so I started working out. I'm not unhappy about who I am, or even my weight. I usually laugh and say, "I'm fat and happy." I guess some folks believe it's a bad witness, and I guess it is. But I don't know if God gets all worked up about that or not. I think not. But in order to be able to preach and sing for any amount of time, I need to be in better shape. So whether or not I'm skinny again or not, I need to be in better shape. Anyway......that's all I can think of now. :-) James

PS: Don't feel sorry for me, or pity me. God has dealt with all these things and has healed all the hurts. If it's too hard or too personal, you need not answer today's "Question of the Day". But please don't let that keep you from posting.

Day one......Newcomers please read

Hello friends:

If you're reading this, then you have already read the first chapter. If you haven't, STOP reading this, and go read the first chapter. It's very important that we're on the same page here. It will be hard to understand these posts without having read the chapter for which they are written. I just want to point out some things that stood out for me in the 1st chapter. Firstly we see the opening sentences:

"It's not about you. The purpose of your life is far greater than your own personal fulfillment, your peace of mind, or even your happiness. It's far greater than your family, your career, or even your wildest dreams and ambitions. If you want to know why you were placed on this planet, you must begin with God. You were born by His purpose and for His purpose."

(OK, in the book he does capitalize "his" but I will.) When I first knew that the Lord was leading me to not only read this book, but guide folks in reading it, I must say I panicked. I was looking for teaching helps, and wanted to get with some others who'd taught on this book and whatnot, and the Lord just led me to scrap all of that. I had some good advice (thanks Jerri) as well. I realize that we're all in this together, and that we're all going to learn from the different perspectives that each of us have. Now folks who simply aren't willing to yield to the Lord are going to have a rough time making the leap, so to speak. But even if you're not so sure about your walk with the Lord at this point.......or maybe even especially if you're not, keep with it. I guess you could call this a God focused study on the Purpose Driven Life. But that's what the book is about, so whether this blog is labeled as such or not it most definitely could be classified that way, and rightfully so. Here are a few more quotes from the 1st chapter:

"You were made by God, and for God------and until you understand that, life will never make sense."

"You could reach all your personal goals, becoming a raving success by the world's standard, and still miss the purposes for which God created you."

"This is not a self-help book. It is not about finding the right career, achieving your dreams, or planning your life. It is not about how to cram more activities into an overloaded schedule. Actually, it will teach you how to do less in life---by focusing on what matters most. It is about becoming what God created you to be"

That's where we are folks. And that's what we're going to do in reading this book. We're going to study each chapter and reflect on what we've read. Now for the question of the day, or question to consider:

"In spite of all the advertising around me, how can I remind myself that life is really about living for God, not myself?"

I would like your input.

My answer? Put God first. Start out the day with prayer, and a bible study. (It may only be "Our Daily Bread" devotional, which is fine by the way, or it may be a more indepth study. And later in the day or at night set some time aside to read the bible again. Again, it may only be a few verses or it may be a chapter.) This is what I do to remind myself. Don't get me wrong, I still have questions, and problems.......and confusions from time to time. I'm still struggling with what I want to do (or plan to do) and what God has for me. We're all learning here. If you are already a Christian, don't get all worked up and/or upset by those who aren't where you are spiritually, and don't think that this study is beneath you. That, my friend, is pride and/or self-importance. We all need to refocus where we are and what we're here for. We need to all remember that it's NOT about us. I'm so excited.......what a great first chapter! I can hardly wait to read tomorrow's. But I will. :-) James

Getting excited yet???

Hey everyone:

Has everyone picked up your book? I hear Wal-Mart has them for under $15 out in the West Coast side of the US. Also I've heard of them being under $10 further South. I'm not sure if that's completely right or not. I do recommend getting the hard copy. The soft cover may not last long once we get to studying it. Also in the hard copy, you can probably put more notes and underline things that are important, or highlight them easier in a hard cover edition than in a softcover. Plus, granted you go through it again, you'll have your notes and whatnot to go by.

I'm getting so excited about starting it. I believe we are going to have a GREAT time learning together. There is no "teacher's edition" so we are going to be going through it on the same level here. I will try and post in here every day in order to stir up some conversation on the day's chapter. I may post a couple questions within that post that are pertinent to the chapter for that day as well. I'm just going to play it by ear, so to speak. Let's pray each day that the Lord would lead and guide us as we study this book, and His word as well. There are scriptures that go with the chapters. Also, let me know if you have any ideas prior to our starting. There will be folks from everywhere joining in.....and this is a public forum open to all. We're going to play that by ear as well. I'll keep a close eye on what's going on to make sure there aren't any folks trying to stir up trouble....or posting silly things like dating services and junk like that. Wooooooohoooooooooo it's getting closer. TTFN and God bless. :-) James